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10-30-2009, 07:02 AM
I pretty much fell in love with this girl the first time we met. We became really good friends but I knew she didn’t feel the same about me. I tried and tried to think of her as just a friend but every time we hung out I would just get more and more frustrated with myself. It got so bad that I got in a fight with this guy just because he was flirting with her. She knew that I was pretty much in love with her but she just strung me a long because she liked the attention. I finally broke our two-year friendship and it sucks but it had to be done, otherwise I would have gone insane.
But now I look back and I feel like I made a mistake. I want her back but there is just so many obstacles working against me. She goes to a different college, and it’s in a different state.
The last conversation that I had with her was a few days after the fight. I told her that I would leave her alone and that I would not try to contact her again, that I was frustrated with myself because I had feelings for someone who did not feel the same and that it was unhealthy.
Her answer was that she did not know that I liked her in that way and that she did not know because I never told her how I felt. I told her that I never said anything to her because I was afraid of creeping her out and loosing her friendship altogether and that I took out all my frustration on the guy that was flirting with her.
She then told me that if I like hanging out with her and that she likes hanging out with me then how come we can’t be friends. I basically told her that as soon as I find a girl that I like more than her then her then I would call her and them we could can hang out, otherwise I am way too emotionally invested in her and that she just don’t care. She told me that she does care about me and that she will miss me a lot and that I should try to not lose touch with her.
I feel like I have made a mistake. I want her back but I still feel frustrated about how she might not want me. I feel like I didn’t make it clear to her that I want her as more than a friend. I just don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any advise for me?
But now I look back and I feel like I made a mistake. I want her back but there is just so many obstacles working against me. She goes to a different college, and it’s in a different state.
The last conversation that I had with her was a few days after the fight. I told her that I would leave her alone and that I would not try to contact her again, that I was frustrated with myself because I had feelings for someone who did not feel the same and that it was unhealthy.
Her answer was that she did not know that I liked her in that way and that she did not know because I never told her how I felt. I told her that I never said anything to her because I was afraid of creeping her out and loosing her friendship altogether and that I took out all my frustration on the guy that was flirting with her.
She then told me that if I like hanging out with her and that she likes hanging out with me then how come we can’t be friends. I basically told her that as soon as I find a girl that I like more than her then her then I would call her and them we could can hang out, otherwise I am way too emotionally invested in her and that she just don’t care. She told me that she does care about me and that she will miss me a lot and that I should try to not lose touch with her.
I feel like I have made a mistake. I want her back but I still feel frustrated about how she might not want me. I feel like I didn’t make it clear to her that I want her as more than a friend. I just don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any advise for me?