dlovek
09-01-2011, 10:56 PM
21st april was the day, that i confessed my love for a girl in my college, us both being 18. well before that i only considered her as a friend, but as time went on, finally i told her on 21st of april that i love her... she said its really cute.... next day, i sent her flowers.... she took em, but said we can only be friends, and she doesnt have feelings for me... i asked if that can ever change, she said time willl tell.....
Ok one big problem here, the guy shes been dating before starting college, has gone to the USA to complete his studies, and she still remembers him and says she loves me.....
Back to present, after that, i didnt want to losse her, so we decided we will still be friends... but i was hurting, as u can imagine for geting rejected... one day, she said she will stop talking to me, coz she knows im hurting........ next day, she texted me herself saying she was literally crying and coudnt do it.... at that point i promised dat im not hurting, and we will be best friends.... from then on, she has shared everything with me, we hang out, and we talk... talk aloooooot, like 24/7.... sometimes even she tells me how she had good times with her bf who is in USA and all..... im her motivator, and i know she cant stay away from me, and neither can i from her........ it was college holidays, and just recently, we met after a loong time, we hung out and went cinemaa........ i thot i had moved on, but that day i realised my feelings for her are the same, and i love her :( i just pretend that im happy being her best friend, but im not.... and i just dont wanna tell her that coz i dont wanna loose herr.... we still got anothe ryear at college togetherr......
MY question, what to dooo :( Leave her? Stay as friends? wat to do..........??
One thing is clear though, as long as im with her, i will always have feelings for her :( plz help, and feel free to ask questions to clarify anything.. Thanks :)
Ok one big problem here, the guy shes been dating before starting college, has gone to the USA to complete his studies, and she still remembers him and says she loves me.....
Back to present, after that, i didnt want to losse her, so we decided we will still be friends... but i was hurting, as u can imagine for geting rejected... one day, she said she will stop talking to me, coz she knows im hurting........ next day, she texted me herself saying she was literally crying and coudnt do it.... at that point i promised dat im not hurting, and we will be best friends.... from then on, she has shared everything with me, we hang out, and we talk... talk aloooooot, like 24/7.... sometimes even she tells me how she had good times with her bf who is in USA and all..... im her motivator, and i know she cant stay away from me, and neither can i from her........ it was college holidays, and just recently, we met after a loong time, we hung out and went cinemaa........ i thot i had moved on, but that day i realised my feelings for her are the same, and i love her :( i just pretend that im happy being her best friend, but im not.... and i just dont wanna tell her that coz i dont wanna loose herr.... we still got anothe ryear at college togetherr......
MY question, what to dooo :( Leave her? Stay as friends? wat to do..........??
One thing is clear though, as long as im with her, i will always have feelings for her :( plz help, and feel free to ask questions to clarify anything.. Thanks :)