adamrushe
05-29-2007, 07:41 PM
my life was empty, no emotion, no fear, no care for anyone. she came into my life like an everyday thing. At first she would pester and annoy me. I hated her. she made life so annoying. constantly calling. she put me on a pedestal and made me center of her life. we argued, we fought, but she loved me more than anything.
i didnt care, i cheated, i treated her like ****. Slowly as time went on, i started to like her. i began to like her like never before. she became my life. i thought of her day and night. I started to love her more than anything.
but this wasnt right, i cant love her. its not the way its meant to be. my life is different, i am different. we are of different paths, we cant be together forever..
my heart tells me one thing my head tells me another. so she leaves.. leaves me to be. we decide on a stone not to communicate ever again.
my life is now empty again. she thinks i dont love her but she means the world to me. i sit there late at night, looking at her beautiful picture, just wishing i could touch her, hold her, be with her... but thats not how life was meant to be.
i went on a date with someone else and realised how special and unique she really is. she is like light to the darkness. i love her smile, her laughter, her angryness, her sorrowness, her stupidity, her confidence i love everything about her, but thats not how life was meant to be.
she thinks im cold, im dry, but im not. i know she will never read this, and i wouldnt ever want her to read this. but i wish her the most happiest, healthiest, wealthiest life and hope she finds someone that cares for her. i cant live without her now, i sit her thinking of her day and night, but ill have to learn to live a life without her.
i wish things were differnt.
i didnt care, i cheated, i treated her like ****. Slowly as time went on, i started to like her. i began to like her like never before. she became my life. i thought of her day and night. I started to love her more than anything.
but this wasnt right, i cant love her. its not the way its meant to be. my life is different, i am different. we are of different paths, we cant be together forever..
my heart tells me one thing my head tells me another. so she leaves.. leaves me to be. we decide on a stone not to communicate ever again.
my life is now empty again. she thinks i dont love her but she means the world to me. i sit there late at night, looking at her beautiful picture, just wishing i could touch her, hold her, be with her... but thats not how life was meant to be.
i went on a date with someone else and realised how special and unique she really is. she is like light to the darkness. i love her smile, her laughter, her angryness, her sorrowness, her stupidity, her confidence i love everything about her, but thats not how life was meant to be.
she thinks im cold, im dry, but im not. i know she will never read this, and i wouldnt ever want her to read this. but i wish her the most happiest, healthiest, wealthiest life and hope she finds someone that cares for her. i cant live without her now, i sit her thinking of her day and night, but ill have to learn to live a life without her.
i wish things were differnt.