tork
10-07-2009, 06:24 AM
Hi ..
3 years ago i met the love of my life we dated for a year and everything was great at first but things began to fall apart and i finally ended it right before our one year...he went away for a year and we stayed away from eachother i moved on and so did he but we somehow always remained in eachothers lives..i am still single and so is he ...he had a gf after me but considered her a fling and i just havent found anyone who'll love me or know me like him..he wasnt the greatest bf but he made me feel safe, he knew me better than anyone else and he loved me for who i was..anyhow i dont want him back ..i dont think i do.he has some horrible habbits and i want nothing to do with them but we still talk and see eachother once inawhile when we really miss eachother..he keeps me sane...and i wrote a little something that kind of explains how i feel ..i hope you guys dont mind but id appreciate feed back :) thank youuuu<3
they say love takes time
they say time heals all
they say scars are lessons learnt
i am staring at the stars again
wondering why it makes me so sad
dancing in the moon light and shedding tears
the rain is washing away all the pain
yet i feel nothing at all
if time stood still
if i died and you heard about it
i wonder if u'd care
the next time we make love
i wonder if youll love me at all
and the moment it ends i wonder if ill feel anything
the scars you left haunt me everyday
but i know ive forgiven you
i wonder why it still hurts
if all is well and forgotten
why do i shiver as you whisper you miss me
i want to die tonight
i want to leave without a single memory
except the one where you said you were falling for me
how sweet it was to hold you real tight
to leave my life in your hands
to trust you with everything
to not even doubt for a second that you meant every word you said
i believed in us and most of all in you
how much i wanted to be your wife
to be yours forever more
what has become of us
what are we now
ignorance has taken over
and i live my life in denial
it says im single
and i walk around alone
but inside im still yours
and each time you say you miss me
i jump for joy and invite you to come see me
i wonder if its a good idea
or if i should stop
but that naive child inside of me lives on
and i embrace it willingly
i am proud to still love you
no matter wht youve done to me
youll always be here
my first my only the only love of my life
the one who never went away
the one wholl never leave me
in my mind im still in your arms
on your bed lying there just happy
no tears no heartache just love
happiness and joy
sweet words and plans for the future
you were my everything and still remain
this pain is torture and i am willing
your love wont heal
and time has stopped
my life is a dark alley way
that leads to your arms
and i am yours forever more
no matter what our status's say
no matter who u whisper your sweet nothings to now
i am the girl you fell in love with
and thats who ill always remain
3 years ago i met the love of my life we dated for a year and everything was great at first but things began to fall apart and i finally ended it right before our one year...he went away for a year and we stayed away from eachother i moved on and so did he but we somehow always remained in eachothers lives..i am still single and so is he ...he had a gf after me but considered her a fling and i just havent found anyone who'll love me or know me like him..he wasnt the greatest bf but he made me feel safe, he knew me better than anyone else and he loved me for who i was..anyhow i dont want him back ..i dont think i do.he has some horrible habbits and i want nothing to do with them but we still talk and see eachother once inawhile when we really miss eachother..he keeps me sane...and i wrote a little something that kind of explains how i feel ..i hope you guys dont mind but id appreciate feed back :) thank youuuu<3
they say love takes time
they say time heals all
they say scars are lessons learnt
i am staring at the stars again
wondering why it makes me so sad
dancing in the moon light and shedding tears
the rain is washing away all the pain
yet i feel nothing at all
if time stood still
if i died and you heard about it
i wonder if u'd care
the next time we make love
i wonder if youll love me at all
and the moment it ends i wonder if ill feel anything
the scars you left haunt me everyday
but i know ive forgiven you
i wonder why it still hurts
if all is well and forgotten
why do i shiver as you whisper you miss me
i want to die tonight
i want to leave without a single memory
except the one where you said you were falling for me
how sweet it was to hold you real tight
to leave my life in your hands
to trust you with everything
to not even doubt for a second that you meant every word you said
i believed in us and most of all in you
how much i wanted to be your wife
to be yours forever more
what has become of us
what are we now
ignorance has taken over
and i live my life in denial
it says im single
and i walk around alone
but inside im still yours
and each time you say you miss me
i jump for joy and invite you to come see me
i wonder if its a good idea
or if i should stop
but that naive child inside of me lives on
and i embrace it willingly
i am proud to still love you
no matter wht youve done to me
youll always be here
my first my only the only love of my life
the one who never went away
the one wholl never leave me
in my mind im still in your arms
on your bed lying there just happy
no tears no heartache just love
happiness and joy
sweet words and plans for the future
you were my everything and still remain
this pain is torture and i am willing
your love wont heal
and time has stopped
my life is a dark alley way
that leads to your arms
and i am yours forever more
no matter what our status's say
no matter who u whisper your sweet nothings to now
i am the girl you fell in love with
and thats who ill always remain