chocolicious
05-20-2008, 06:39 AM
My bf had asked for us to go on a break and that he needed to sort things out. But he kept changing his mind saying things were ok etc. Then just there on Friday he said we should split up. Then all over the weekend he was saying how he's not sure what to do or if he made the right desicion or anything.
Until Last night, he texted me saying alot of horrible things. He was saying things like the problem was my personality , i'm too shy, i make him cringe when around his family, or freinds. I never dress sexy or do my hair sexy etc. He said i was too easy to manipulate and thats why he's treated me like crap. He said i'm not the confident young sexy woman he wants, he feels like a pedophile with me because he thinks i'm like a 12 yr old. But then after he said i was a caring person with a good heart who he still cares for but he has bad in him that makes him unhappy or something.
Then ha started saying he's got a job that means he has to be away for a few months, and maybe once he gets back we'd both be more grown up. And we might be able to work things out and it's the only chance for us etc.
Then i went on my bebo and he had removed me as his other half as if he didn't care about me anymore. I phoned him asking why he had done this and he said cause i'm not his other half. And i said but it doesn't really mean that, alot of single people have a friend as there other half. And he just kind of sounded like he shrugged it off.
How am i suppose to cope with this?, i feel like rubbish , i can hardly eat , i feel sick all the time. He was my best friend , my only friend, i feel i have noone to talk to. I wish he had just said he'd fell out of love with me and we could still have been freinds. Why did he say all that to me if he cares for me?
Until Last night, he texted me saying alot of horrible things. He was saying things like the problem was my personality , i'm too shy, i make him cringe when around his family, or freinds. I never dress sexy or do my hair sexy etc. He said i was too easy to manipulate and thats why he's treated me like crap. He said i'm not the confident young sexy woman he wants, he feels like a pedophile with me because he thinks i'm like a 12 yr old. But then after he said i was a caring person with a good heart who he still cares for but he has bad in him that makes him unhappy or something.
Then ha started saying he's got a job that means he has to be away for a few months, and maybe once he gets back we'd both be more grown up. And we might be able to work things out and it's the only chance for us etc.
Then i went on my bebo and he had removed me as his other half as if he didn't care about me anymore. I phoned him asking why he had done this and he said cause i'm not his other half. And i said but it doesn't really mean that, alot of single people have a friend as there other half. And he just kind of sounded like he shrugged it off.
How am i suppose to cope with this?, i feel like rubbish , i can hardly eat , i feel sick all the time. He was my best friend , my only friend, i feel i have noone to talk to. I wish he had just said he'd fell out of love with me and we could still have been freinds. Why did he say all that to me if he cares for me?