Priincesss
11-02-2006, 12:41 PM
i love my bf. we've been together for almsot 8 months and now and we are best of friends. we've gone through alot together. i tell him everything.. even things you only talk to your girlfriends about and sometimes it just all falls apart. i'm so use to having a best friend at all times but that ended before me and my bf started dating. before which i se to have a fun social life. i use to always go out and party and i was less depressed even if life was overly dramatic. now all i do is wake up to my bfs phone call, he's with mee ANYWHERE i go, after work or school i'm at his house till i practically pass out and decisde i should go home now. i'm getting sick of this.. i'm an extremely social person but because of past experiences i dont trust people to let them into my life. i have masssive stress and BS coming at me from every aspect of my life. i want to have FUN! i'm too youong to be tied up in a "old married couple" relationship. i love my bf but i want to have fun with and without him too. he is BORING. it sounds mean but he is. i've made a huge transformation of him yet still he's not much of a social butterfly or a talker period. he doesnt have a job, i pay for everything and he "treats me like a princess" but i want more to life then this. this a dramatic change in life style for me from being a party girl to a desperate old married couple. he's soo attached even if i ever makee plans to hang out he'll be so negative about it i always end up cancelling my plans.. and i guess people arent the same with me as before because they ALWAYS see me with my bf and think i dont care about the world and i have no life well not a social life i dont. i'm too good of a perrson for this tragedy. i neeed my groove back while still ahving my bf with me.. ANY SUGGESTIONS?? PLEASE HELP :confused: